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sun-is-in-tune:

every night i seem to come alive with you. no We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/71561951/via/Padronizada
Aug 13

sun-is-in-tune:

every night i seem to come alive with you. no We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/71561951/via/Padronizada

It is the strangest feeling in the world not being able to call you to say happy birthday, so this is the best I can do. You’re still and always will be my best friend, and not a day has gone by where I don’t think about you. I know you’re watching down on all of us and definitely celebrating the way we would if you were still here. I love you so much and miss you more than I can ever express in words. Happy 20th Birthday Jillian<3 rest in peace bubzzz

Oct 7
Oct 1

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can i just look like this&#8230;
Oct 1

can i just look like this…

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I absolutely hate days, like today, where my anxiety spontaneously decides to hit me, and hit me hard. I feel as if I have everything relatively under control, i.e. all my work for my classes, my friends, my family, everything. I don’t really think I have much I can genuinely complain about, apart from missing being home. It sounds cliche and almost childish to say that I’m homesick, but I just truly miss the whole atmosphere of being home and being with my family. I have a huge issue with worrying, and I’ve been prescribed numerous medications for it (hah that sounds pathetic), but I know I only always worry about the same things, mainly the safety of my parents. I always condone to others, and sometimes myself, that everything is going to be okay, worrying will only make it worse, and the whole “don’t-worry-about-the-future-because-it’s-not-promised” aspect, so I feel as if I’m completely contradicting myself by letting my anxiety take control of my mind. I just need to remind myself that doing this constantly is ultimately going to result in a mental downfall and that’s probably the last thing I’d want for myself.

Sep 10
AnxietyyYyYyyy
desire-and-sin:

wow. amen.
Sep 8

desire-and-sin:

wow. amen.

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